The trenches

The coffee breaks (the last post) we all enjoy, but the trenches we don't.  Many of us headed out in missions for the first time are experiencing difficulty right now.  The form varies by person--for some it is financial matters that are not yet settled and for others personal matters; it goes with the territory.  Today in church BFA's  director's wife said they found that the last thirty days prior to leaving (all the planning and packing pressure) and the first thirty days in the new place are the most difficult; that matches with some of the information at orientation.  Right now I can definitely attest to the first part. 

Visualize a father walking with his toddler over some exceptionally rough, uneven ground.  Though his pace has slowed to match her needs, she still frequently stumbles with the uncertain terrain.  Because he is holding her hand on the journey, she never really falls completely.  She may get scared, but she is safe even if she isn't aware of it.  That is exactly the picture that came to mind for me yesterday when I read Psalm 37:23-24: "If the Lord delights in a man's way, he makes his steps firm; though he stumble, he will not fall, for the lord upholds him with his hand." 

I wish I could say today was better; it wasn't.  However, yesterday He did answer directly some specific concerns and providing an answer and peace on one matter.  Today, however, other information arose that created aother question, but even more important, a simmering area of concern rose it's head to attack.  A friend earlier wisely reminded me this is a spiritual battle:  we wrestle not with flesh and blood, but with principalities and powers of darkness.  That statement and remembering his previous interventions helped me take pause and look for His answers. Though the answers are still elusive, through friends he provided comfort and assurance that he is aware and is working behind the scenes in these matters. I may be involved in a battle, but the victory is his.

When the blog began I promised candor, not creative.  This is a picture of the trenches you may not often get because people do not talk about them. Use this to know how to pray, and let it help you remember that even when things have been going well, issues arise or a battle may be looming.  So, when someone comes to mind, lift their name to Jesus, directing his power to their needs.  At the same time, also remember to thank him for what is going well in your life presently.  Yes, this is a real part of the journey, but it is never alone or without hope and assurance.